You can’t control life expectancy, better be right with the Lord so when we die we live for God in Heaven. We are not promised the next second on Earth but if we are saved we Live forever in Heaven. But with a defibrillator/ pacemaker at 44 and I will be 50 in December the thought has gone through my head and I’ve learned to be humble in the life I have because I wouldn’t be here without his grace and mercy on me

Thanks guys. I'm sure it won't last long. I have good and bad days

Yes but as you start feeling better get a clean bill of health from your doctor then you won't worry as much that your dying, do what you suppose to and you will be fine I've seen friends and family live years after triple by pas . Your ok don't focus on dying focus on living

Im going to say my last on this one ! Life for me was GREAT, Hendo u are exactly correct I'm 62 death doesnt scare me do I want it sometimes I feel as if I do want death! When I meditate on things I accomplished for being a man who did not finish 11th grade the wealth of knowledge about my work God Blessed me with the ability
to be better than anyone around me the unwavering ways he blessed me and my family I'm absolutely amazed as well as perplexed, at any given minute the Holy Spirit showed me the things I did in life for which I had not apologized or repented from, yet for 2 solid months every night before bed he granted me the opportunity to repent! I thought it would never stop and I mean stuff I would NEVER do now! I think hes finished and if not given the chance to see what else I have done and repent it! Its coming I know it at least in my situation I just cannot figure out why ! That being as it may God Bless you all!!!

I hope it's normal- I was diagnosed with numerous heart conditions last yr and most of my tests worse this year. I am really trying more than ever to eat healthy m, exercise and take a few supplements( D, Beets, magnesium, vit 2, garlic, turmeric.) Dr put me on cholesterol med because of calcium deposits in 3 heart vessels. But every time I have a twinge in my chest, it is concerning-among other things this year's tests showed an aortic aneurysm. Hope I can get some peace of mind when I go in August for test results explanations!