Spogmama, I am sorry you are going through the depression and anxiety episode. I also suffer sometimes from the same, I had it before my artery tear; which my Cardiologist said help contributed to the attack. I hope you try hard to get some help for your depression, for worry and anxiety is not good for our heart. I hope you try to eat anyway and exercise for it help our ejection fraction. My ejection was just 15% after my attack and surgery had to get a defibrillator, with exercise and diet it went 40% (still HF) for normal is over 50%. I had covid a month ago and Praying it didn't affect my heart and EF at my next Echo in March. I was told by my Cardiologist it can go up and down, depending on your function and other issues. I hope you start to improve your emotional health for your heart's sake. I really know how hard it is to go through our heart journey and not be depressed. Blessings to you. Stay 💪

Be confident in yourself and your doctor. Stay with it. Exercise and eat properly